Monday, April 28, 2008
ahahahas! korkor is bodohs! lols...he siao siao ones! always shout into the mic! crazy asshole! but bobian! like brother, like sister! wahahahahas...i love you korkor, and you must be guai also! angkong all over still say guai! zhen shi derhs! haish...miss you yea? ehs! your havainas is coming soon(: lolsLabels: ahxiang korkor
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9:24 PM
to: my dearest ah xiang korkor,
kokor, i know you care for me and do not wish that i go back into gangs...so sorry to dissapoint you):and also kor, i know you care for me as your mei...but please, respect my decision and also the risk i am taking(: okayes korkor? meimei loves you many and so sorry once again(:pee/ass:korkor, i delete the picture liaos! and stop shouting into your mic lahs!!!! LOLS!& i love you! heeheesLabels: ahxiang korkor
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9:04 PM
Sunday, April 27, 2008
dearest jeremiah,is not that i dont like you or anything...i just cant accept the fact that with my attitude and everything, someone still love me...and also, i cant accept the fact that you do love me. i know you do, but i cant help it but to hate you...after all the sufferings you brought me, i cant help but say you no longer need me...we should just be friends okayes? yes, you are important to me; last time...but now, i dont need you no more....you dont need me! just do well in your "superband" thing...the fact that you were gone right after our 8months,i no longer trust you!i know that you knew what i was doing behind your back...but why?! why still keep me by your side?! especially when you know that i dont love you anymore?! no use derhs....jeremiah, you know that maia loves you more then i do! why not just accept her and realise that i no longer loves you! GET ALIVE my dear,i no longer love you...so sorry! you know, i really cant make you happy...the only thing left to do is to forget me! and also...we are still friend my dear(=
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7:04 PM
girl, in life, not everthing comes in your favour(=
&& not everything goes the way you wanted in to(=
it is not your choice to whether regard that man as your father or what..
it is a fate to meet your step-father..
me too never liked my step-father...
but i dont have a chioce girl...
TWINNIE! when you think through this,
you really will regret!
as your taoeh,
i must tell you this,
you have no choice but to respect your parents..
cause only then will you learn to respect me as your tao...
you get it?
i really understand how you feel,
i really really do(=
ive been through all this pain and sufferings...
so the only rthing i can teach you to do is to
cope with it...
really!
you cant fight with your step-father...
you will never win him...
so dont defy his wishes...
respect him..
and also TWINNIE,
take good care of yourself and loves(=
**YO AR YO**
~cresent gina chiong arx~
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12:25 AM
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
do whatever you like my lover,
just don't let me find out what you are doing man...
cause I will do something crazy,
like believing you!
if loving you takes time,
i regret to say that
that means time never pass us by...
why are you always so full of yourself manxz...
seriously la...
sighs...
all i can say is...
FUCK IT!
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12:14 AM
Saturday, April 12, 2008
haish...
I am really sorry Jeremiah...
like I said,
i want to wait for a guy who is PERFECT....
the one just for me...
i don't want to patch with you...
you can,
but be sure that you win the competition...
I will consider it...but
i am not sure...
cause afterall of this time we have been together,
I don't think we were meant to be for each other....
...so please, give me some time alrights...
and also Jeremiah,
give yourself some time to think over this...
i don't want to break in between and say...
the feeling's all gone...
darling,
please don't hurt me...
you know how i will feel...
loving you really takes up all my effort...
...I know you are just the very cool guy I always want to be with,
but i too must think it over...
...cause i know,
what I want,
is an everlasting relationship...
some guys that can give me happiness....
you will still be my beloved one...
but not my lover(=
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6:36 AM
I just can't help it but to say...
he never fails to cheer me up...
...my LAOSHU LAOGONG really tries his best to cheer me up...
whenever I am sad...
thats why i really love him((=
haha!
HUBBY(=
I love you....
...must love me too!
and please dont fotget to call me!
HAHA!
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6:32 AM
Friday, April 11, 2008
this post is for both
Jeremiah aka King,I was at the audition field when you had your audition,I am really very happy for you...you got in already?HAHA!I knew you could do it...though because of this "Super Band" thing,we fought and also, you left 13 (my band's name)i still think, you rock...if you are not sucessful in this, you are always welcome back to 13...Please do your best in this competition,cause you rock!my dear, you really made 13 proud...no matter what...as long as i am the lead singer of the band,you are always welcome back...if you really dont want to be in your current bandI know you can do it!so DO IT!Darling don't say a word, cause I've already heard...
...what's your passion and your soul...
I too know that music is your only support...
though i am upset,
and jealous,
cause you spent little time with me,
but all I can say,
though I know I don't really "love" you, but
I "like" you
so do all your best in this competition,
and also...
once more,
CONGRATS to you my dear...
LOVES always and Take Care...
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10:15 PM
Thursday, April 10, 2008
..it is not that i wanna copy anyone..
...but it is that i will be leaving soon...
people wonder..
why would i wanna fuck the world...
now i tell you why...
i think that this bloody world is so fucked up man
...it seems like friends betray one another...
lovers, break up
families fight with one another...
(hello?! it is like your own family?!)
there's no peace in this world...
fancy my every birthday wish was to have world peace
(ya..i know...LAME!)
but
i just want to change my friends..
i can't change the world...
but i can try to change those who are around me...
i fucked world because i think...
...maybe, maybe...
i wasn't meant to be here
...but before my 3 months end...
...i want to let my friends know...
my friends out there,
all i want to tell you is that...
i will not be here anymore...
i hope my death can let you guys change...
friends, i've always been helping you guys to be the fallgirl,
i guss it is time for you all to stand on your own..
stand up bravely to those consequences...
but the best now is...
you guys change...
i really hope my death will change you guys...
if not i guess,
i died for nothing...
life's like that...if i am gone,
you guys must change!
please!
to my sisters; abby and xiaoceline
i know you guys still go around stealing
so take it as i beg you...
from the day i left,
i hope you guys stop...
i've finally got the courage and the determination to change...
...but i guess it is too late...
when i finally want to change,
god has came to take my life away...
specially to: xiaoceline
girl, you should know better,
your mouth ar...
always gets you into trouble ones...
so you also must be careful okayes?
don't cry anymore...
you have me...
when i am gone,
i hope you will stop your acts alrights?
sighs...girl, please try your best alrights...
i love you(=
SISTERS NEVER DIE(=
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6:49 PM
...I'm lost without you...
..Can't help myself ..
...How does it feel?...
...To know that I love ya baby...
...I'm lost without you...
...Can't help myself...
...How does it feel?...
...To know that I love ya baby...
I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes
A little righteous and too proud
I just wanna find a way to compromise
Cause I believe that we can work things out
I thought that I had all the answers
Never givin inBut baby since you've gone
I admit that I was wrong
All I know is I'm lost without you
I'm not gonna lie
How am I gonna be strong without you
I need you by my sideIf we ever said we'd never be together
And we ended it with goodbye
Dunno what I'd do
I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way
And all I know is im lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
I'm lost without you
If I could only hold you now
Make the pain just go away
Can't stop the tears from running down my face
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2:22 AM
I made i new cute friend...
and his name is...
...Terry Chen...
Wei Shen
or something like that
aka
White Current
he really is kind of cute
but also
very BODOHS ones...
...aiya...
he thought that i am joking about only having 3months time
haha
that BODOH!
anyways...
he really is cute...
haha
i guess he is right...
i should look on the BRIGHT SIDE
but i can't seem to find that BRIGHT SIDE he was talking about
all i can see now is darkness...
i am afraid...
not to die...
but to have never love before will be
my last regret...
and another regret i will have if i die without doing is...
not let my mother feel proud for the last time...
...sigh...
i think am still in love with Jerry...
but guess we are over anyways...
loving him take alot of my effort man...
but i will wait...
till the day i left...
haha!
this post is meant to PUNK'D this BODOH!
TERRY CHEN WEI SHEN!
WAHAHAHA
Labels: LOOK HERE, TERRY, you've been PUNK'D
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1:41 AM
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
this post is so for OxYGeN man!
dont tell me "okok" cause i know you never mean it
and also...i love you because you are my HUBBY(=
you are my one and only LAOGONG bodoh!
you attitude hurts me and made me cry...
...your moodswings kills me...
and leave me helpless...
i dont know what's the matter...
but seems like you ate it
to have to make me smile...
you hate it to have to accompany me...
i guess you also hate it to ave to be forced to give me
a hug
but i tell you,
no matter what,
i make sure there is no other HUBBY exept you
I LOVE YOU HUBBY!
no matter what!
you are MINE! OxYGeN
and just so you know,
i won't find others...
cause i've got you!
and i will cling on to you no matter what!
HA!
loves my HUBBY((=
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9:22 PM
Loving you is easy 'cause you're beautifull,
And making love with you is all I wanna do.
Loving you is more then just a dream come true,
And everything that I do, is out of loving you.
this post is for my laogong...
LAOGONG!! OXYGEN, i miss you man!
haha
miss talking to you on the phone...
when we used to talk crap over the phone...
talk about weird things...
and alot more....
i love you LAOGONG!
EHS!
you hong me agains...
i give you hell arx!
haha
i love you(=
muacks!
lols
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6:50 PM
this post is gonna make me look like erms...EMO?
anyway..i guess it is so over between me and Jerry...
or maybe, we never started...
all i know is that i still love him...
and maybe i will wait for him...
i guess i will...but i do not have much time left...
i am left with 3 months to smile,
3 months to love someone wholeheartedly....
maybe she is right man...
no one will ever love a girl like me wholeheartedly...
but my dear girl,
i have no more time left...
just 3 months...
what can i even do in this bloody 3 months man...
all i hope is to love someone wholeheartedly...
girl, i am sorry for what you think i did to you man...
to Jerry:
the kisses seems real,
the hugs too...
but seems like it turned out to be a fake...
my dear boy,
I'd love you if it was real...
but if loving you takes time,
i guess,
maybe...maybe...
time never pass from the start of 3rd April 2008
and also my baby,
you are a (no doubt) good guy,
i think you are too good to be true...
maybe, i am just not worth your time...
not worth your love....
all this while,
it is a one-sided love maybe...
hopefully you know how i feel...
...but you don't....
sadly to say...maybe after NS,
i won't be around in this world anymore....
...and also, maybe you just came too early...
or rather, too late...
never to love someone who never loved you at all...
...one-sided love will never worked out the way...
...you want it to be...
if he don't think he can love you,
it means he is not interested
...in loving a girl like me at all...
i hope by then,
when i am gone,
he will know that i really did love him wholeheartedly...
but maybe the time is not right...
i think we were not meant to be at all...
I'd Love to have A Guy Like You...
cause you are the sweetest drug...
i can change, but can you?
anyway,
i loved you once and twice...
may thrice, but it seems so wrong...
because the feeling isn't there no more...
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6:27 PM
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
despite all my promises, he just won't trust me...
i told him i will wait...i promise and stuff...
but all he told me was he was sorry...
cause he dont know if he really treat me as alover or someone
...who was more than a friend...
i felt hurt at first...cause i thought i finally found a good guy...
but i guess i am wrong AGAIN!
haish...he is in NS now...that's why i hurry blog this post out man
He told me:
"ahlians are just not my type..
and you you are not pretty neither
do you have a nice body..."
To me, ahlians = pok lok kuey " prostitute"
so he refers me to PLKs which are prostitutes!
FUCK IT!
i can'[t believe! i gave up so many guys just for him...
like WHAT THE FUCK is wrong with him man?!
guess like he said...
...sighs...i am just not good enough maybe...
sighs.... a break up can end this annoying fight...
and also he already apologise...
i will continue to wait for him too(=
i have faith in him....
he is a great guy(=
I am not worth a million,
but I am worth the time and effort made...
cause I am afterall FUCKED WORLD™
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7:47 PM
i've got alot to say to you guys, ya'll!
i have got alot to say...
notice your eyes are always glued to me...
but your lips are sealed,
you never spoken a word!
well, i seriously find you disgusting,
'cause you begged me for stead...
like wtf?! you are like so not my type of guy,
just so you know...
i love my boyfriend...
and i will never want to leave him...
erms...and also Benji aka Ke Lun,
Jerry is a WAY better catch than you...
so stop wasting both of our precious time..
YEA?
all i can say is my true love is close,
so i do not want to waste this chance to grab hold of a guy whom i don't love...
and for someone as disgusting as you
So, i guess this is our fnal goodbye..
CHOW, you take care(=
BYEBYE~
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12:53 AM
fourth post ya'll
i've got alot to say for this post man....
SERIOUSLY Jerry, nothing beats the
warmth that comes with your embrace
notice youreyes are always glued to me
and it makes no sense at all!!!
but in this noisy crowd, i can ony see your face
i guess everyone around,
thinks that i'm going crazy!
Mabe, Maybe
because of you, i really am going crazy...for you
love don't cost a thing,
true love never come easy....
so i am willing to wait, cause my true love is you!
my lover is you, Jerry Yeo =)
HA! this post looks like the way i decorated my dairy...HA!
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12:44 AM
♥HA! didn't think i'd miss him so much!♥
i really don't know, but i hope he loves me the way i loved him...and also,
my littl childish acts just to get his attention...
but don't know...really,
wheater he likes a more matured girlfriend or a girl like me...
i like pestering him, for nothing much but a kiss or two from him
to show that he notices me...
i just can't help it but i really do love him...
♥NAME: Debbie Koh; HOTfourteen; female♥
♥NICK: fucked world, babySNOW♥
♥BOYFRIEND: Jerry Yeo; LOVEYnineteen; male♥
♥D.O.S: 3rd April 2008♥
♥love is in the air, i love you♥
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12:36 AM
♥didn't talk to him for one day and i feel lost HA! may be funny but i don't really miss him...
but i miss his big hug! "SO COMFY" haha!
i loved the way he'd hug me...the way he'd smile...
the way he'd never act...the way he'd be...
HIMSELF
baby, i'm lost without you....can't help myself
how does it feels to be without me♥
dear, maybe you need time on your own, with friends and away from me...
...but just so you know, all i want is you...
you may hate me being too "super-glued" to you...
but i can't help it but to stick with you...
'cause i feel lost without you by my side...
and also...i love being with you and also i feel happy when you hold me in your arms
i am sorry to say..but i will always "super-glue" you!
TEEHEES... Jerry Yeo, you got me helpless without you!
he really is very straight-forward, i'd like him this way..
but i'd also prefer him to talk to me as his lover and not his "meowmeow"
'cause when we are lovers, though i can't seem to find anything to talk about but...
i am contented when he calls me dear...and also i loved being his lover, i love him,
i know but he lacks of confident in both me and him...
i hope he can love me wholehearted...
...i really do love him...
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12:05 AM
Monday, April 7, 2008
First of all,
i would like to say, i'm finally attached! and i seriously love this guy! his name's Jerry, well his nine-teen this year, going back for his NS "national service" after his "OH, SO LONG" holidays
Second of all,
i think he wants to test our relationship...like... wheather or not i will really wait for him or just some empty promises of mine....
Well i guess, last of all is...
he really got me helplessly in love with him...all i can say is that if i wait for him for abou 2 months..this is so from the bottom f my heart,
i think i really do love him...cause
i never ever wanted to waitfor anybody....
he gives me this really very huge sense of security...
so huge i never felt like this before...
the urge to last long with him...
never felt like this before...
...i guess i am serious this time
and also....
he is the best candidate to bring home and show my parents
i finally found a decent man to last long with
Jerry Yeo and Debbie Koh 3rd April 2008
forever starts tonight...10:15pm
i love you dear..
"The One Just for Me" has arrived...
maybe he came too early...
...but my lover, i will do anything for this relationship to last
...Trust Me...
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11:45 PM
