Wednesday, April 9, 2008
this post is gonna make me look like erms...EMO?
anyway..i guess it is so over between me and Jerry...
or maybe, we never started...
all i know is that i still love him...
and maybe i will wait for him...
i guess i will...but i do not have much time left...
i am left with 3 months to smile,
3 months to love someone wholeheartedly....
maybe she is right man...
no one will ever love a girl like me wholeheartedly...
but my dear girl,
i have no more time left...
just 3 months...
what can i even do in this bloody 3 months man...
all i hope is to love someone wholeheartedly...
girl, i am sorry for what you think i did to you man...
to Jerry:
the kisses seems real,
the hugs too...
but seems like it turned out to be a fake...
my dear boy,
I'd love you if it was real...
but if loving you takes time,
i guess,
maybe...maybe...
time never pass from the start of 3rd April 2008
and also my baby,
you are a (no doubt) good guy,
i think you are too good to be true...
maybe, i am just not worth your time...
not worth your love....
all this while,
it is a one-sided love maybe...
hopefully you know how i feel...
...but you don't....
sadly to say...maybe after NS,
i won't be around in this world anymore....
...and also, maybe you just came too early...
or rather, too late...
never to love someone who never loved you at all...
...one-sided love will never worked out the way...
...you want it to be...
if he don't think he can love you,
it means he is not interested
...in loving a girl like me at all...
i hope by then,
when i am gone,
he will know that i really did love him wholeheartedly...
but maybe the time is not right...
i think we were not meant to be at all...
I'd Love to have A Guy Like You...
cause you are the sweetest drug...
i can change, but can you?
anyway,
i loved you once and twice...
may thrice, but it seems so wrong...
because the feeling isn't there no more...
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